*Totgeliebt4eva* Hope/Desire 2007--1-1-T08: 0:0:-08:00 I DON'T EXPECT MANY THINGS FROM LIFE, EXCEPT: 1. SUCCESS AND A PIECE OF HAPPINESS FROM TIME TO TIME. 2. BE WITH MY LOVED ONES. 3. MAKE MY PARENTS AND EVERYONE I KNOW WHO LOVES ME BE PROUD OF MY STEPS. 4. BECOME A PUBLISHED POET SO THAT I CAN EXPRESS MY VIEWS ON ALL THOSE BLOODY THINGS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD. 5. REMAIN A GREAT SUPPORTER OF CINEMA BIZARRE. When I was still kid, people used to say nasty things to me and though I never understood what they really meant, I felt that their words were bad. I became angry, always ready to fight, but I kept my anger under control... When I grew up and started going to school, their words became harsher and harsher... I couldn't really understand why they behaved like that towards me, until one day, I gathered enough courage and asked them... For the first time in my life I felt different, I hated myself, I hated who I was, I hated being a mix kid!!! When I was in search of my raison-d'etre, someone close to me betrayed me. She took full advantage of my innocence and destroyed my relationship with someone I cared for! I used to take the blame on myself; but then I realised that it was no use crying over spilled milk... I met my best friends, and they helped me get out of my darkness, they were always there and most importantly, they accepted me for whom I was, the one I am and always tell me not to change. I have cool parents, though they set strict rules, they are very open. They are more like friends than parents. I have a brother who supports me and gives me advices though he's younger and I really love that! However, whenever I'm lonely, I find warmth in a world of freedom, a world of my own... I found my self in poetry as it was the only thing to which I could really express myself since I was nine, and it was the only thing which I felt 'understood' me. Many people judge me without really knowing my inner persona, and this really aggrevates me! Yes I may be cold, yes, I may be insolent, hurtful, indifferent, rigid, but however I'm also responsible, reliable, ambitious, funny, friendly, etc.. And I have enough guts to point out my worst traits and this really make me feel special. I'm just proud of myself. You just have to get to know me... buzznet:user:id:2063691 http://www.buzznet.com/ Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc. totgeliebt4eva Totally Awesome! Cinema Bizarre Tokio Hotel ShyMag's Gallery Strify and Kiro buzznet:user:entry:id:43248721 2008--0-9-T05: 0:4:-08:00 2008--0-9-T05: 0:4:-08:00 2008--0-9-T05: 0:4:-08:00 totgeliebt4eva
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